Seriously, I’ve never felt more disconnected to people, places and things that I use to.

It’s weird. Not saying it is or isn’t depression. It’s just a very distinct emptiness. Not that I’m wanting to isolate, although I’m totally cool with being “alone” most of the time. Only child syndrome perhaps.

I’ve pondered if it was boredom. Could be but I’m not.

Lacking purpose? To an extent. I’ve accomplished a goal that I felt was needed to be able to reconnect with myself and others. That goal being the start and end of the Toys are Totems book. Nice to have that tangible thing with a message I truly believe in as it helped me and I’m getting feedback that it’s doing the same for others.

That’s a win. But still…

What about you? Do you feel more disconnected than before / ever?